Sleepless brain
I have to…
Clean
Need to buy food
The dog needs more exercise
Maybe I should go to the beach tomorrow
I need to apply for csn
Stupid grades
Why haven't I got them yet?
Stop it!
I want a piercing
But I can't
Need to get a job
But I miss my piercing
Pretty pretty piercing
No stop
Shut up
But…
Shut it
Right now!
Stop thinking dammit
1
2
3
…
Need to do the dishes
Why didn't I do the dishes?
Why do I even have to do them?
Being a girl is stupid.
And the laundry
I hate the laundry
I need to stop this
Right now!
Why can't I stop?
Seriously need to sleep
I am so tired
Want to sleep
Can't sleep
Can
Sometimes…
life is pain
never ending darkness
Sometimes I feel that…
living is a pain that will never cease
Before…
every day was pain
but I still stood my ground
People were…
quick to betray
and no one looked back
to see the damaged they had done
did they even care?
They were all…
quick to hurt me in every way possible
with no reason
with no remorse
turning every word I ever uttered against me
They all…
kept kicking me
kept hurting me
Did it make you feel better?
I still carry the scars…
some on the outside
more on the inside
I never broke
I never gave up
I thought about it
But I never gave up
I kept walking thro
Sleepless brain
I have to…
Clean
Need to buy food
The dog needs more exercise
Maybe I should go to the beach tomorrow
I need to apply for csn
Stupid grades
Why haven't I got them yet?
Stop it!
I want a piercing
But I can't
Need to get a job
But I miss my piercing
Pretty pretty piercing
No stop
Shut up
But…
Shut it
Right now!
Stop thinking dammit
1
2
3
…
Need to do the dishes
Why didn't I do the dishes?
Why do I even have to do them?
Being a girl is stupid.
And the laundry
I hate the laundry
I need to stop this
Right now!
Why can't I stop?
Seriously need to sleep
I am so tired
Want to sleep
Can't sleep
Can
Sometimes…
life is pain
never ending darkness
Sometimes I feel that…
living is a pain that will never cease
Before…
every day was pain
but I still stood my ground
People were…
quick to betray
and no one looked back
to see the damaged they had done
did they even care?
They were all…
quick to hurt me in every way possible
with no reason
with no remorse
turning every word I ever uttered against me
They all…
kept kicking me
kept hurting me
Did it make you feel better?
I still carry the scars…
some on the outside
more on the inside
I never broke
I never gave up
I thought about it
But I never gave up
I kept walking thro
I'm weird.
People say it and I also think that I am. I think it´s a good thing and I like it, I like me. I´m not like everybody else and I do things my way and I´m very very stubborn.
I like to colour my hair and I like ice cream to the extreme. I always eat all the ice cream we have at home and my boyfriend only gets a little or none at all.
I like colours but I also like black.
I have the most awesome dog in the world and my boyfriend is the best thing in the world.
I really hate people that smoke and every time I meet one I want to hit them in the face put I never do, I just imagine it really hard and wish that I could